As always you express your thoughts and feelings so beautifully, Ellen. I wish I could have been there for the ending of the Retreat to hear everyone share. You are definitely not the only one! I understand and experience the doubts and yearnings you express. It makes sense to me that the Retreat would stir up more layers of mud that need to be purified. I wish I could be as strong and devoted a practitioner as you are. You're so inspiring. As you have said, "We keep moving forward." It sounds like that's what you're doing.

I’m grateful you’re here, Ellen. ❤️

I love this image of clear light, Shona! It really resonates with me.

This is a beautiful post, Louise!

I love your sense of humor, Louise!